Pollawat.
Yes?
So, have you decided which university you want to apply for?
Well, I'm considering a few.
Which university?
Okay, then. Which department? Do you have one in mind?
I'm still not sure.
What do you enjoy doing? What do you want to do in the future?
I enjoy listening to music.
If you can play music,
you can try focusing on this route. It looks promising.
I don't know how to play music.
Let me be honest with you.
Your grades are not that good
to give you many options.
So, you need to think about it now. What do you want to be?
What do you want to do?
Even if you don't want to think about it yet,
you should decide soon.
It's for your own future.
-Okay? -Okay.
Here.
Pollawat.
Yes?
Just because you don't have many options left...
doesn't mean you have no choice.
But you have to try harder than other people.
Do you understand what I'm saying?
I understand.
Thank you.
Hey, Tar. I need to ask you something.
But don't be mad at me, okay?
Ask away.
Did you break up with Kanompang because of Toei?
-Who told you that? -Everybody is talking about it.
You and Toei used to be close.
But you guys don't even talk nowadays.
I won't hold it against you.
But please...
stop talking nonsense.
What happened?
I'm so fed up...
with all the rumors going around.
You mean about you and Toei?
For me, I don't care.
I don't give a damn.
But for Toei,
I'm worried she can't take it.
Don't you think she wouldn't give a damn, too?
Don't think too much.
Not giving a damn is the right thing to do.
What about you?
I notice you and Kwan are avoiding each other.
With this kind of thing, you can't just stop giving a damn.
Yeah, I know.
Just eat.
NON-RECYCLABLE WASTE
To sum things up, nuclear fission occurs when atoms are split.
We shoot neutrons at atoms causing a collision,
which initiates this reaction.
After the atoms are split,
the neutrons will collide with other atoms,
causing a chain reaction.
And the result is nuclear radiation.
This is different from nuclear fusion,
which occurs when you fuse two lighter atoms.
The energy released by this reaction is many times more powerful than fission.
This group is well-prepared.
You guys did good research.
I hope that the next group to present will also do their best.
Phai.
I'm Fern.
I'm Oak's friend.
Hey, sorry for taking so long to recognize you.
You just look different from the last time.
Do I look better or worse?
Well...
just different.
How are you?
Are you doing well?
I'm good. What about you?
Well...
not bad.
And who are you waiting for?
I've been waiting for you.
Do you need to go somewhere now?
Not really. I was about to go straight home.
So, is it okay if we go for a walk?
Somewhere around here. Not far.
Please.
Sure.
My house and yours are in totally opposite directions.
It's good that your house is close to the school.
You get to wake up late.
That's true.
Do you know how to drive?
I haven't driven a car yet.
Sometimes, I ride my motorcycle to school.
It depends on the day.
When I was a kid,
my dad used to watch Chinese movies where the hero usually rides a motorcycle.
His hair was being blown by the wind.
It looked so cool. Does that happen to you?
I don't think my hair will be blown by the wind.
You're right.
What do you like to eat?
Fern.
I want you to be honest with me.
Why did you...
wait for me today?
I'm not sure if you're feeling shy or just being polite.
But if you have something to say...
just say it.
Phai, do you remember that night?
I do.
After that night...
I got pregnant.
At first, I thought I was just sick.
Actually, it crossed my mind that I might be pregnant.
I took a test, but it came out negative.
So I didn't think about it afterward.
Google also said...
that if your period doesn't come for many months,
it doesn't mean you are pregnant.
But for the last few weeks,
I've been feeling weird.
So, I took another test...
And it...
Are you sure?
Are you asking if I'm sure that it's yours?
I'm sure.
I didn't sleep with anybody except you.
Do your parents know?
Have you ever thought...
about what you're going to do now?
Not yet.
I don't know what to do.
That's why I came to see you.
Fern.
Take it easy, okay?
Don't be stressed out.
Just take my contact number for now.
I need some time to think things through.
You should go home and get some rest.
I'll go back and think about what we should do from this point onward.
Don't worry. I won't leave you.
Hi, Dad. Hi, Mom.
Is there something wrong?
No.
You just got home?
There are doughnuts in the fridge. If you get hungry later, eat some.
Okay.
King.
Can I talk to you?
What's up? You're acting strangely.
Sis. Please help me think.
What should I do?
About what?
I...
I got a girl pregnant.
What?
Who?
Your girlfriend?
No.
A friend of my friend.
Don't tell me you were drunk.
Why are you like this?
This is serious.
You are a grown up now. Why don't you think before you do things?
You should have been more careful.
You're about to go to university.
Do Dad and Mom know?
You're always like this.
That's why Mom always worries about you.
I made a mistake.
You can scold me all you want.
But after you're done, can you help me think? What should I do?
How many months is she now?
-Around three months. -And you just found out?
She just found out too.
Are you sure it's yours?
She said it's mine.
She told you it's yours? Can you trust her?
I guess I can.
How well do you know her?
I do believe her.
What are you going to do?
I don't know.
That's why I'm asking you for advice.
Please help me think.
Try thinking like this.
If I were pregnant,
what would you want the father of my child to do?
Okay.
I will think about it.
One more thing.
I think you should tell Dad and Mom.
I know you are scared.
They will be mad for sure.
But they will always stay by your side, no matter what.
Don't worry. Take your time.
If you need my help, just tell me.
Okay.
Thanks, King.
Dao.
It's not locked, Mom.
I brought you some milk.
You're still studying?
How much have you read so far?
I finished reading it already.
I'm just summarizing things up.
Good.
Can I talk to you for a second?
My friend recommended a school for technology.
I got a brochure.
It looks interesting.
You want to study graphic designing, right?
Take a look. You might be interested to study there during the school break.
It's okay, dear.
Just have a look.
If you don't want to study there, you don't have to do it. It's up to you.
After I'm done with this, I'll read the brochure.
Okay.
Can I give you a hug?
Don't stay up too late. It's bad for your health.
Please make sure you've got everything you ordered.
-Enjoy your meal. -Thank you.
Phai, come and eat.
If it looks like Dad and Mom are in a good mood. Try to tell them.
-Put the vegetable in. Yes. -Now?
Phai, please pass me the roasted duck.
Dad, do you want some green noodles?
Yes, give me some.
Eat up, Dad.
Quick. It's a little hot.
Eat up, Phai.
Okay.
Nik, here.
It's the frozen yogurt that you like to eat.
Why don't you eat it? I'll eat it myself then.
Nik, see? I'm eating it now.
Nik, look at me.
Nik.
-Hey, Sprite. -Hey.
Are you here alone?
No, I'm not. My mom is organizing an event downstairs.
So, I took Nik for a walk.
You've never met Nik yet, right?
Nik, say hi to Uncle Phai.
"Hi, Uncle Phai."
Hi. Your name is Nik?
"Yes. My name is Nik. Sprite gave me my name. Isn't it cute?"
Yes, it's very cute.
But why doesn't your name sound like your sister's?
"It does. Actually, my name is Sputnik.
But Uncle Phai probably hasn't heard of it because Uncle Phai doesn't like to study."
Gosh, you have a smart mouth like your big sister.
For sure. My sister taught me well.
Phai, do you need to go anywhere today?
Not really. Why?
That's good. You can help me babysit for one day.
Sure.
Yes. Okay.
Nik, Uncle Phai will take you for a walk.
No crying, okay?
Gosh. When you take her for a stroll, she falls asleep right away.
So now you're taking care of Nik on your own?
Do you know what this is?
It's a mommy duck and her baby ducks.
Do you like it?
Peek-a-boo.
Phai, try rocking her gently to stop her from crying.
Who made you mad? That person?
Tell me.
I'll tell that person to stop, okay?
How did you like babysitting today?
Well, it was crazy, but not bad.
Before this, I used to think that if I had a kid,
I would take my kid to play everywhere.
I would dress them up.
I would take many pictures and upload them to Facebook every day.
It would be so fun from what I have imagined, you know.
But after taking care of this girl, I changed my mind.
Taking care of a kid for one day and taking care of one all the time
are two completely different things, you know.
I used to get so annoyed when I saw parents
spoon-feed their kids in a restaurant and then get mad when they refused.
Now, I know how it feels.
When I spoon-feed her, she plays, spits it out, or throws it away.
And when she walks, she becomes even more of a headache.
But the hardest thing is that
she always wakes up in the middle of the night.
Sometimes, my mom sleeps so soundly.
So I will have to get up and act like the mother instead.
Right, Nik?
When you grow up, you will like partying at night for sure.
Isn't that right, Nik?
But I think, in your case, Phai,
if you have a kid, that kid will be a very happy one for sure.
Because I saw how you played with Nik the whole time today.
Normally, she doesn't like to play with anyone, you know.
Right? You love Uncle Phai, right?
Right?
You love Uncle Phai, right?
Phai? What's the matter?
Why are you crying?
Phai.
Sprite.
I got a girl pregnant.
It's not true, is it?
I don't know what to do.
SHE POOPED A BIG LOG, AND NOW SHE'S HAPPY
I don't know what you like to eat.
So I ordered you some water first.
Do you want to order anything?
No, it's okay.
Just water is fine. Thanks.
Fern.
I made my decision.
I don't know if you would agree,
but I think this is the best solution.
I want to keep the baby.
I already consulted with my older sister.
After I finish high school, I'll get a job right away.
Actually, I'm not a good student.
So if I go to university, I think I might not make it.
You're going to stop studying?
I knew you would be worried about that.
But if you want to continue studying,
feel free to do so.
My family and I will take care of the baby.
But it won't be easy, Phai.
I can imagine that. I think I can do it.
But I'm not sure if you would be okay...
with the path that I choose.
But I will try my best.
We can be together.
I'm ready to take full responsibility.
How about you? What do you think?
Fern?
Why does this have to happen to us?
I...
I'm glad to hear that you're willing to do those.
Thank you very much.
But I have decided, too.
I don't think we should keep the baby.
Why, Fern?
I thought about it.
Right now, my tummy is still flat.
Nobody can tell.
But when I think about
walking around in public with a big tummy...
I don't know if I can handle it.
Then when the baby is born,
I don't know if I can take care of it.
Right now, even just doing homework and studying...
stresses me out already.
If I have to take care of the baby, hold it when it cries...
give it a bath, change its diapers, or if the baby gets sick,
I don't think I can handle it.
But we will be there for each other.
Even the simple things, Phai.
Even just telling my dad and mom, I don't even know how to do that.
But they are our parents.
I think they will understand.
You don't know my parents.
I don't think my father will handle the news well.
Phai, we can still have a brighter future ahead of us.
If there's something we can do about it now,
I think we should do it while we still can.
I don't think so, Fern. Our future doesn't end because of this.
I didn't say that it will end. But we can have a brighter one.
But having an abortion is dangerous.
Don't you think I know that?
This is me I'm talking about. I've been thinking about everything
that I will have to deal with.
You just started thinking about this, and you're scared already.
How about the next four to five months that I'm pregnant?
How difficult will it be?
But I'm ready to take care of you, Fern.
It's easy for you to say that.
I didn't want to say that to you, really.
If there wasn't a baby inside of me,
I might think differently, too.
Actually, I just want to make it right.
I want to think about things carefully.
I don't want us to make a mistake.
We already made a mistake that night.
I'm sorry.
So what are we going to do now?
Here?
Yes.
How did you find this?
I found it while researching.
I've read all the reviews of the people who have done it.
But isn't this against the law?
And isn't it dangerous?
They say there is some risk.
Is there anything less risky?
They say if you do it at the hospital, it will be less risky.
But you have to get your parents' permission.
If my parents know about it...
they will never allow me to do this.
-And how about your parents? -They also won't allow it.
Wait. When they say order, do they mean...
Abortion pills.
If we order them ourselves...
we don't have to go to the hospital.
Hey.
I don't think it's that easy.
But from what I have read...
it is that easy.
Try reading it yourself.
I've read through it all yesterday.
I think I should be with you, just in case.
So are we really going to do this?
I wish there was a better way.
CLICK TO ORDER
Don't forget to tell your friends who are absent
that the school year is about to end.
Whoever doesn't turn in their papers, I'll give them a zero.
And where is Chaichana?
He hasn't shown up for several days now. Does anybody know?
Tawit, do you know?
No, I don't, sir.
Please let him know.
-Sure. -Okay. That's it for today.
Everybody can go home now.
Kwan, where is Mhog?
Well...
Oh, sorry.
That's okay.
He left early, but I don't know where he went.
That's okay. I will give him a call.
Tar.
Do you happen to know
why Win hasn't been coming to class lately?
I was going to ask Mhog about that, too.
How about this?
I'll message him. When he replies...
I'll let you know.
-Thank you. -I've got to go then.
-Computer games? -Sure. Let's go.
If you lose, you pay for our dinner, okay?
-Then you should be prepared to pay. -What?
I'll be on top of my game today. I can feel it.
Phai, are you coming with us?
I think I'll pass.
Why? Where are you going, then?
I'm going home.
I'm not in the mood to play today.
Hey.
-He doesn't want to win and humiliate you. -Humiliate me?
Yes.
I was going to say that I would do the same.
Who is it?
It's me, man.
You don't have to open the door.
I can see your shadow. You can stand there and just listen.
I just want to let you know...
that I want to talk to you.
But I don't know if you want to talk to me.
I don't know what is on your mind, what went wrong...
but that day, when I pushed you,
I wasn't mad at you.
I was just surprised.
I never thought you would think of me that way.
So I just reacted automatically.
I don't know if that hurt your feelings.
But if I did hurt your feelings,
I'm sorry.
I...
don't like guys as I told you.
But damn, you've been really nice to me.
I also...
really respect you for many other things.
I'm an only child, you know.
And I never had a brother.
You let me know...
how it feels to have a brother.
It feels good to have one.
But...
when I realized you were so mad that you didn't want to talk to me,
I didn't like that feeling at all.
You don't have to open the door.
So,
if the things I did...
have made you mad...
you don't need to stand there and listen to me anymore.
Thank you.
I don't have anything else to say.
So,
if you are ready to talk to me again...
I'll just be here.
I will go now.
I made the deliveries already, Dad. All three of them.
Did the customers say anything?
Nothing. Everything went okay.
I will give you a raise...
for doing a good job.
Thank you.
I'll go study then.
FERN SENT YOU A PHOTO
THE STUFF IS HERE LET ME KNOW WHEN YOU ARE READY
TO MISS FERN
Did you do all the accounting? I'll put it away then.
-This one is done. -Is everything done? Okay.
Mom, Dad.
This weekend, I'll sleep over at my friend's house.
We're going to study together for the exams.
I hope you're studying for real.
You aren't dumb, you know.
Do your best.
Okay.
Do your best. But don't get too stressed out.
Rest when you get tired.
-Take care. -Okay.
-I'm going now. -Bye.
Hey.
Why are you here so early?
I'm waiting for you.
What's up?
You haven't talked to Win yet, have you?
No.
I don't know anymore.
But right now, I'm really worried.
Kwan talked to me yesterday.
So I sent him a message.
He didn't even read it.
So I called him. He didn't answer.
I think I'll go to his house today to see him.
Do you want to go with me?
It's up to you. No pressure.
After school, I'll meet you here then.
I've got to go.
-See you. -Bye.
Hi.
I'm done.
Did it hurt?
I don't feel anything yet.
Do you want some water? I have snacks, too.
I'll have some water, then.
Okay.
I feel strange.
This is strange.
If you don't feel well...
just tell me.
You are the one who should tell me...
if you're not feeling well.
Okay.
-Phai. -What?
If nothing had ever happened between us,
where would you go study?
People have been...
asking me that lately.
My parents asked me.
When I met my relatives...
they asked me, too.
A teacher also called me in to ask.
But I wasn't able to say where I wanted to study.
My friends showed me lists of faculties and departments.
I've looked at them...
but I still haven't found any department...
that I like or seems right for me.
Not even one?
Yes.
Sometimes, I feel strange...
when I see others following their dreams.
The more I think about my future,
the more confused I get.
I've never felt like...
I wanted to be anything.
I've never been sure.
But I have this one friend.
I envy him so much.
He likes to play music.
And he is very good at it.
One day,
he had a chance to play...
at a very big concert.
You're talking about See Scape, right?
Even though you go to another school, you still have heard of them.
At that time, I felt like...
he was ten times bigger than me.
I looked at him and thought he was so cool.
Then, I got even more jealous.
He made me feel like...
I should have a dream of what I want to be.
But I still don't have one.
Have you ever imagined yourself as a 40-year-old man?
Try it.
-Fern. -Yes?
Are you okay?
I'm okay.
Are you sure?
I think I didn't have enough sleep lately.
I'm all right.
So? What do you see?
When I'm 40 years old?
I'll probably be sitting at home, working like my dad does now.
In the evening...
I'll be eating with my family.
On weekends, we may go out somewhere.
If I have a son,
I will probably play ball with him.
Something like that.
I can't imagine anything more.
I suck, right?
But what you said...
sounds like a dream to me.
Does it count?
It counts.
How about you?
Actually, I got accepted into a university already.
I got accepted into a veterinary school.
Congratulations.
When my parents found out,
they were both so happy.
Do you like animals?
My house is actually a pet hospital.
Is that so?
That's why I've been playing with animals since I was a kid.
It has become my habit, too.
Whenever I see an animal anywhere, I can't help but play with it.
It's something I'm used to.
When I was a kid, I had a Golden Retriever.
His name was Jingle.
He was so cute.
Jingle and I were close like siblings.
But one day...
Jingle got really sick.
He was lying there, shaking all night.
I didn't know what to do.
I got a blanket and covered him.
I also took all the snacks from the fridge.
It was a childish thought, you know...
I thought that if he ate them, he would get better.
But in the end, I couldn't save him.
When he died,
I cried and refused to go to school.
After that,
my dad taught me how to tell which animals are sick
and how to take care of them.
Despite all that,
whenever I see a sick animal...
my heart always gets shattered.
I feel this way even though they are just animals.
I'm sorry.
I've said those words to you without knowing how you feel.
What you said back then...
was really sweet.
Fern, are you okay?
I think I feel a little dizzy.
-Dizzy? Like how? -Like...
nauseated.
I want to puke.
Do you feel better now?
I think I'll take a nap.
It's done.
Phai.
Do you want to take a nap?
What are you thinking about?
All of a sudden, you're smiling.
I'm thinking about that night at the club.
Can I ask you something?
That night...
did you feel anything for me?
I'll be honest with you.
I think you are cute.
But I didn't feel any romantic feelings for you.
My friends already told me...
that you...
got hurt by a girl, is that right?
Actually, that day,
I was hoping...
that you would ask me for my number.
But you didn't.
Phai.
If we had met under normal circumstances,
could we have gotten together?
You know,
I haven't seen anything that I don't like about you yet.
That's too bad.
What's wrong?
It hurts.
Fern, can you hear me?
Fern, you are bleeding.
I'll change my tampon later.
Hey, I think you should go to a doctor.
No.
It said that this would happen.
-I think we should see a doctor, Fern. -I really can't go.
I'm okay.
-Phai. -Yes?
Can you take me to the bathroom?
Why are you bleeding this much?
It will be okay. You will be fine.
I'll wait by the door.
Fern.
Are you okay?
Fern.
Phai, no.
Don't pick it up.
MOM
My mom can't find out.
Phai, my mom can't find out.
Fern.
Fern!
Fern.
Are you related to the patient?
I'm her friend.
Then can you please contact your friend's parents?
STAFF ONLY
CALL
MOM
Hello.
Is this Fern's mom?
Hello. Hello.
-Hello. -Hello.
How is my daughter?
The patient is recovering.
But because she lost a lot of blood,
it will take a while before she regains consciousness.
But right now, she has passed the critical point.
Thank you, Doctor.
I'm sorry.
Sorry?
Something as serious as this...
How could you let it happen?
Do you have any idea how dangerous it is?
And if something happens to her, what would you do?
How will you make up for this?
I'm really sorry.
You both thought you can solve this yourselves?
You two didn't use your brains.
You think all your problems would go away that easily?
And what happened now?
In the end...
you both couldn't handle it.
You tried to fix things this way?
I'll take responsibility for everything.
What for?
My daughter is already in this state. How can you take responsibility?
If my daughter dies, how can you make up for that?
You cannot be responsible for anything.
You think you can just sweep the problem under the rug?
Someone like you can't take care of Fern.
You can't be a father to anyone!
Before you thought of having sex with my daughter,
did you think about this word?
Responsibility.
Before you had sex with my daughter,
did you think about this word?
Did you think you could take responsibility for her life?
I won't press charges against you.
She is my daughter.
I can take care of her.
From this day onward...
stay away from Fern.
Do not contact her in any way.
Do not even think about doing anything for my family.
My family doesn't need it.
You feel bad, right?
Remember this feeling.
So you won't do this to anyone else again.
Okay.
I'm really sorry.
Here is Fern's phone.
You just got home?
How did things go?
So, did you talk to her?
What did she say?
Phai.
Subtitle translation by Joey Vajrabukk